Result of the New Year's

08 was great, but it's time for 09 to be mighty fine :) Corny I know. Hahaha it's all good. I had about 200 pictures from New Year's but didn't feel like uploading up ALL of them, so here are just a few. New Year's was pretty fun lol. Got to see people that I didn't see all break which was gooood. Went to G's house in the beginning went there to chill and chill some more. Left to Derrik's house. Did some drinking. Hahaha. Crashed there for the night. My dad wasn't even mad when I got home. LOL! Which was kinda odd... Hmm I really don't know? Lol. But a new year is always good. Basically starting off fresh. I can't just wait to graduate! Seriously this is OUR year. Oh yeah, can't wait.

And so the thinking continues... Now I know for a fact that he doesn't like me. I knew I was really iffy about it, but now I know for sure. He's isn't interested in being my friend anymore. Totally got bitched at a few days ago and it didn't feel good at all. Like seriously what the hell else am I suppose to do? I can't fix this shit now. What's done is done right? & I know for a darn fact that if you were in someone elses' shoes you would've done the same thing. The thing is that I don't get, I don't get why you can't see it from MY side or anything. Honestly, I do care what you think of me. & I just can't have you being mad at me and shit. It's just not fair, but who ever said life was ever fair right?

& something else too, I really don't know where we're at anymore. Friends or what? We talked about it a few days ago and I felt comforted knowing that your still there for me, but after what happened I really don't know if your mad at me or not. I can't have you mad at me. Honestly, I don't know what to do. I really want to fix this and make everything back into peace. But your not even there to know what I'm thinking. It's always me thinking too much about things. But maybe this time what I'm thinking is true...