UPDATE;

its been a really long time since i've updated this crap. haha but oh well i have nothing else to do right now.. well kinda i do but oh well (=. damn the last time i blogged was in the summer. haha its been about 3 or 4 ish months since then? haha thats a pretty long time, and a lot has happened from 4 months ago. im currently typing on my NEW laptop that i got on black friday (= pretty interesting experience, but never forgetful. gay experience as well.. don't wanna talk about it.. eh. so its almost christmas, its actually 4 more days until christmas. haha which is weird O_O it doesnt even feel like christmas yet.. haha even though its been like snowing fucking 24/7! snow is kinda being a lil bitch now. ughhh, oh well. lol the snow is making people go NO WHERE. hahaha its kinda funny though.. but not really. i should be kickin it now! WTH?! o_O. it's been exactly a year since grandma pasted away =[ mommy went to Vietnam for the month . errrg, i wanted to go too =( but then i dont have any money! there are other times. OH, i'm employed now! hehe BEEN working at XXI. but its freakin shit! hahaha. that place is alright.. but im making money so its all good. haha i need the money though bro. hmm what has happened in the past four months? A LOT. i talk to gretchen now. its pretty cool. not tryna hold a grudge or anything anymore. but then my brother doesn't really want me hanging out or talking to her? well he just said not to have her at the house. so she doesnt come over. she just came over once and we just chilled and caught up on things. hung out with her and jericaaaa OUTSIDE of school. which is pretty awesome. haha i dont hang out with people outside of school anymore. lmao its just all school friends now. see them at school, talk to them at school. i rarely hang with the people at school. except ren. HAHAHA. thing are going pretty good with him and our relationship. nothing big has kinda happened? idk.. just the same old stuff. haha. hmm, i've been kinda drifting away from david =[ which is getting kinda normal... IDK! its getting harder and harder to hang out with him, cause i got a boyfriend. but thats never an excuse. idk whats going to happen. but all i know is that we still would be really good friends through out the years. i hope nothing changes though. i dont think i'll let it happen o_o.. he's too great of a friend xD oh shittttttttt, you know what else?! hahahaha. its been basically a year since i've known ugly kenneth pham. LMAOOOOOOOO. thats hella crazy its been a year already o_O doesn't seem like a year. LOL seems hella longer. yeah our friendship has its ups and downs. and what kind of friendship doesn't right? xD idk. past year has been very interesting.. lol bad and good. but i don't think i need to say it on the internet xD. hahaha. oh well...? who knows.. hope things don't change as well. but it kinda has too? losing touch with everybody? eh not so good. damn its hard though. a girl needs her friends. haha. i really wonder what would happen if i was single O_O it would be kinda weird though. haha ... yeahh.. can't see it. but i kinda do miss being single though! no doubt. lol. school is going good too! getting good grades and what not. woot woot. i'm hella proud of myself! lol going into college and shits like that. poop. i need to apply to other places as well. but im getting HELLA lazy. rawrrr. i just need 50 for Western. and answer questions to IADT. do an essay for Ai, ughhh kinda a lot to do. school is almost over though! crazy.. just 6 more months of school and we're freakin' out of here! well this is a lot for one blog, so imma end it here. =] the most i've ever written haha. woooooo.