" let's all start fresh "

I'm in bed right now, and should be sleeping but i've been on break for too long so i can't go to sleep! This picture was on new years eve :] tehehe we were all at gretchen's house lol. Just around eleven thirty and just went back to my house. All chilled there and ate micky d's yumm. Somnarth and Tina went back home. Ken slept over. We stayed up till freakin 7 o clock. Fucking crazy ass day lol. Got into am arguement with best :\ didn't go very well. I just let him cool off a bit. We needed time to cool off from each other. Hope everything's alright though >< sigh.. Tmrw is school and i'm hella not ready for it. I didn't even do my homework ! I miss my mom in vietnam, and i miss my grandma. Rest in peace grandma. We all miss you very much. I'll visit you soon this summer. I'm my hardest to get the money myself. Gosh so much shit to fucking stress about right now ! Hate it so bad -_-".

okaay so merry christmas! this christmas was something i hella did NOT expect. haha forreals thoughh. i hella thought it was something going to be pretty boring. i was just going to have a couple of friends over to just chill and stuff. but haaail no. lol it was pretty fun (: didn't expect it to be fun. lol. im glad it happened thoughh, i hella needed it. thanks for everyone who came to my house today (; thanks for the present to guys! lol. hope everyone had a good time. its hella late & i should be sleeping, but ken & david are coming over right now. haha, oh well. katherine's asleep on the floor i doubt she's going to wake up so we can keep playing 13. lmao. damn those fucking nigga's hit hella hard! no joke bro. for some reason, i hella like that picture! haha, i just like it hella bad. lol. its too cute (; tehehe.

" Things In Life Shouldn't Be Taken For Granted "

My back hella hurts right now, im trying my hardest not to freakin' slouch or anything. ha, that never works for me.. i worked 4 hours today, it went by hella quick. ya yuhh. i got a good amount of completes on it (: so two more days until christmas. i wonder what's going to happen with the plans and all. lol. we'll just see. im planning on having people over? cause we all know that nothings going to happen on christmas at my house here. so we`ll see what happens. gretchen, jerica, ren, & duy were suppose to come over today, but i don't know what happened & i guess they didn't come. lol oh well spending another weekend day all alone. haha. so mom's in vietnam. and i hella wish i was with her. i miss my family over there. i miss my family PERIOD. so im freakin bored out of my mind right now, just felt like blogging right now. haha . nothing to do. im fucking bored sitting at home waiting for something to happen. haha. so tmrw im suppose to go to the mall tmrw so me and Mary can go take pictures (= finally. just hopefully i have a ride to the mall. haha. & i think ken's going to the mall too. so i`ll see if i can get a ride with him . haaa. fuck, i hella forgot what i was gonna type in this. lol. i saved it and now i was gonna continue it, but i forgot :( oh well. this is good enough i guess so..